The next few paintings are hard to translate without showing each version and how I got from "A" to "B". If I batch them together, Facebook crops them. I am left with posting each version or "artist state" separately. If you recall from earlier posts, the more positive the image the darker my emotional state. I am starting to have crying jags in public places, at this point. Though obvious now, I had lost perspective that I was under the influence of an antidepressant that I was having averse reactions to. On the surface, I was all "yes and thank you". Lets just stay on the surface for now.